Today would have been you 46th Birthday and is your 2nd Birthday in Heaven.  I remember your 5th Birthday when Mom dressed you up in a shirt and tie and took your picture with your cake on the steps of the Brethern Church by our house.  I wish I could find that picture to post,  when I do I will post it.  I'm sure Mom is having a hard time today along with everyone else who knew and loved you.  I still feel this tug at my heart and sadness when ever I think about you being gone and never being able to see you again, until it's my time to go,  I hope you Dad and Pam are there to greet me.  You have the cutest little grandchildren and both of your sons miss you.  I'll be back to wish you a Merry Christmas.

Love, Susie

Well, it's been 1 year today that we got the news of your passing.   Amber called me around 7 something in the morning and told me you had a heart attack, I asked her if you were ok, and she said no!  I lost it Tim, I yelled and screamed and just couldn't believe it.  Ed was with me but I still couldn't believe it was true.  I woke up that morning just like any other day and never expected to have my whole world turned upside down.  We all miss you so much!  I will be visiting you in September of this year and Amber and I are getting you a headstone while we're back there.  Rest in Peace Timmy and remember, I always loved you but I didn't always like your ways.

This is Tim on one of his other Birthdays,  Him and his first wife made dolls for awhile, this is one of the dolls he made in the picture.  He was 27 here. Happy 45th Birthday Tim... 

This is a picture of Tim and Marlin I found recently.  It has been 3 months today that Tim has been gone.  I still think about the times when Tim was here and we were all wrapped up with our own lives that we didn't seem to have time for each other.  If I could take those days back I would go to visit him, always hug him when I saw him and I would tell him I loved him.  The sad fact is I can't go back so I have to live everyday thinking about how I wish we could have been closer and about the last time I saw him I just barely spoke to him.  I know it will take time to heal, but I still miss him like it happened yesterday.  Thank you to everyone who visits this place,  it means alot to all of us that you care.    

What can I say, Tim was my youngest brother and boy did we fight.  When he was little he was so cute, and then he grew up.  He was very bull headed and very high strung.  Him, Darla and the kids lived near me when my kids were small,  we got along some of the time and I cherish those times and regret the times we didn't get along.  He had such a big heart and a even bigger temper, but I loved him just the same.  One time Mom went on a trip so I went over to cook for Dad, well Tim was there so I made enchiladas, Tim was so happy that they tasted like Taco Bell enchiladas he keep telling me over and over again.  I'm glad he liked my cooking even though it tasted like fast food.  I never thought I would feel this sad over losing Tim but it has been so difficult.  He had moved to Missiouri four years ago and I hadn't spoken to him the whole time.  I did run into Mike our cousin two months before Tim died and Mike said he talked to Tim everyday.  I told Mike to tell Tim hi for me. At the Memorial Service I asked Mike if he had told Tim I said hi and he said he did.  It made me so happy, I'm so glad he knew I was thinking of him.  You just never know when it's someone you loves time to go.  Always tell them you love them and always stay in touch.  Remember we are never promised tomorrow...  

 

Hi Tim,

It's been awhile now.  Wanted to let you know we all still miss you.  The family got together and had a headstone made for your grave.  I heard Kevin Sheets passed away, I'm sure you already knew that.  Jeff said Lacie is having a hard time.  Watch over your boys and grandkids, they all miss you too.  Randy came home from Iraq and was here for a couple of days.  Mom and I had lunch with him, Shannon and his grandaughter Thea.  It was nice to visit with him.  It was the first time I had seen him since you passed away.  He is due back in Iraq next month.  His son Charlie is Jousting in Canada next, so Randy is there with him now.  Missing you...

Happy Birthday today Uncle Tim. You know the last time I seen you we had a horrible fight and really wish I could take back the things I said. I was young and stupid and didn't understand that you were looking out for my best interest. I was 17  and about to give birth to Israel and couldn't be any madder at the things you were saying to me. But now as an adult I look back and think that you wouldn't have said anything at all if you didn't care about me. I spoke at your Memorial about gossiping and useless chatter and harsh words towards eachother. I wish that wasn't the last mwmory I had of you and I. I remember you when I was a little girl and you always had big smile and joked around all the time. I played with Jeff and Justin all the time at Grandma's and things were so carefree and happy back then. Well Uncle save me place in heaven. Because I will see you there when it's my time untill then I love you and have fun giving the Angels a hard time lol :) My Dad also is at a great loss for you he cared for you greatly as well so goodbye for now!

I am so sorry and sick about your Dad being gone.  I know you two are hurting.  life will never be the same.  Grandma, Aunt Linda, Aunt Amber, Aunt Ballery and I are planning on coming to see you guys in June.  I can't wait to meet your babies.  Take care and you can always call me anytime.

Love, Aunt Susie